身在當代多元化的藝術思潮衝擊之下，面對創作階段性的改變、生活應對的困窘及生命意義的徬徨，深覺解決之道在於精神自由之追求。如何能在保有內心最原始的「吶喊」，從自我的受暴婚姻中，最深最痛的傷痕去切入、去剖析，去發現如何用藝術形式來展現傷者內心的心靈圖像。因此，本創作理念將定位在「自我心象的探索」，從自我的情感深處切入，在學理方面探討女性主義的藝術內涵與超現實主義的創作形式，並發展出象徵與隱喻的創作觀，去發現各式各樣適合於筆者理念之藝術形式發展的可能性，從歷程中發展出當下筆者對繪畫創作的理念，並經由心理各層面的省思與理論的分析，進行作品內涵與形式的批評與檢視。
本創作研究論述本著對婚姻中的「兩性關係」省思為內容，企圖脫離客觀寫實的表現方法，創造出屬於自己新的繪畫表現語彙來表現內心世界裡的真實。並藉由此創作思維，來探詢個人創作的可能發展的基本向度，經由創作過程中觀念的釐清與建構，思索創作延伸的可能性。研究範圍從2005年至2006年間以「暴力‧情殤‧變調」所創作的一系列作品為主，透過創作實踐並輔以理論分析，從「我是偽善者─面面俱到系列」、「枷─家」、「包紮傷痕」、「赤繩繫足」、「變調」、「暴力的機率」「破鏡重圓？」等一系列的繪畫創作主題，深入探討這些系列主題之創作意涵、表現形式與技巧，並嘗試作更深入的詮釋與剖析。
本創作研究從建構畫面的過程中，預期能達到繪畫元素的簡化與轉變，同時由女性主義思想、女性自戀型人格特質的剖析，並透過佛洛伊德的潛意識幻想，結合超現實主義的創作法則與複合媒材的多元性，藉以表達多樣性心理空間之變化，從筆者生活經歷中，身與心的反覆磨合之後，求取主、客觀之間的平衡點，使藝術創作與筆者的真實人生得以整合。本創作透過心象的聯想超越與再現，並運用多元複合的媒材，發展出筆者創新的藝術形式，藉以展現筆者內心的心靈圖像。

Domestic Violence‧Sorrow‧Twist of Love Dissertation of Feminism
Under the impact on pluralism of art thoughts, the only solution way on how to facing the changes of creativity, how to dealing with the hardness of life, and wondering the true meaning of life, is to pursue the freedom of Human’s spirit.
As a victim of domestic violence from marriage, I realize that I can use painting to express what I felt, how depression I was. Therefore, the idea of drawing creation is setting up 「discovery of my deep soul」 to discussing Feminism, surrealism, hoping to find out the possibilities of various artistic form. In order to create new drawing belong to 「self-mind」discussion, attempt avoiding the wrong of practice..
This elaboration basically contain「love/hate」relationship in marriage.
The purpose of the study is to search more deep interpretation on the formation and skills of a series of creative and works which focuses on the themes of “Domestic violence, sorrow, twist love, and hypocrite” during the years of 2005 and 2006.
As a painter, you now go and observe what’s going on, you can be a voyeur, a kind of, and literally understand how nature works, how complex it is, how beautiful it is, and try to learn from what you see during these very very magical moments. Everyone has the right to be safe in their own home and live free from violence and fear. Marriage to women is hopeful. But ironically, pendulum is swinging back the other way. Marriage to me is a nightmare, and I didn’t need to carrying on.
Now I’m heading into a period of 「self-mind」discussion. We all find a way of dealing with the world and our existence that means something to us and gets us through most of our days and questions and once you relax and enjoy the search and know when to appreciate the little things you can’t get explain anyway, there really is nothing more exciting challenging and fulfilling than the search for meaning and truth. Perhaps it is better that we learn from past mistakes and except that everything happens for a reason.
The process of contradiction, hoping rearch to just simplicity and conversion. At the same time from Feminism, subconscious of Freud to rise the spirit combinate various of mental space and the principles of surrealism that want to strike a balance fits into integrate, creatives and real life.
Life is too short for regrets, we should focus on each step we take toward the future.
If there is anything that I can learn from marriage it is that great beauty is often born out of great pain, imagining the possibilities and working toward you goals.
The Past is History. Tomorrow is a Mystery. Today is a Gift. That’s why we call it the “Present”.

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